Not Going to be on for Awhile

[BenSmart112]

I've fallen back into an even deeper depression. For the last five days, I was truly happy for the first time in years because I had been given a sense of purpose. I was disassembling old computers that were about to be thrown out and gathering valuable parts, and learning to work on computers in the process. I was happy, then I ****ed it up like everything else and broke the parts I had, and now won't make money, and now learned and acted for nothing, and now, having re-experienced happiness, and being reminded, the depression is even worse than before. Every waking moment is pain and agony. And so I won't be on for awhile, if ever. I have to think and solve my issues.

 

[Tactical_Fox48]

We all have our own demons to worry about, some worst than others. If you need to think or take a break, go right ahead. If you ever need to talk about anything, I'm happy to listen! I hope you achieve a better state soon, I know how it feels to believe that there's no purpose being here, but I know that there's a purpose for everyone. I'm sure you'll find another one sometime in the future!