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    StephenPeters

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    xEmilia
    xEmilia xEmilia
    Hi guys, Emilia here.

    (I've changed my name since I've sold this account, so before i start, here is the Name.mc link ---> https://namemc.com/profile/CinderStorm/287a6c, in case you guys are wondering.)

    As many of you can see, I have been demoted. The only purpose of this thread is to apologize and also express my appreciation to everything and everyone here.

    I've failed the expectation of my friends including most of the staff members. After the demotion, more than one person had came to me and expressed how shock they are and how unbelievable this is. I am sorry. I failed everyone's expectation, and i am not who they thought i'd be. I was mean, toxic and also not trust worthy. I do not expect forgiveness, but apology is still needed because I'm feeling extremely ashamed due to all the things i have done.

    During my last month of staff career I've been toxic to players. Calling people "ez", telling them don't speak and also making fun of people's age. (@Jahango ) I also reveal people's alts instead of controlling my own temper when they targeted on me. ( @ OutsideTheStorm ). The worst part is that i talk bad things about other staff members with players instead of stopping them. ( @Mackiee ). All the aforementioned behaviors are unacceptable, terrible and also horrendous.

    I'm sorry, i truly am. After i've lost my staff position, half of my friends and also my relationship on the same day, I finally realized what i have done. I'm sorry about everything I've done to harm others. I'm sorry for every innocent individuals I've harmed. I am not begging for forgiveness because i know there is no forgiveness. I hope at least after seeing this post, those who I've insulted and hurt before will feel a little bit better.

    You guys have been great friends and also extremely supportive and kind individuals. Thanks for everything you guys have done for me.

    @JewishBagel @Katitude @Introversions @Tactical_Fox48 @CHLNGE @JPrimavera
    These people, alone with many not mentioned others, are all fantastic and extremely friendly individuals. Special shout out to y'all and wish you guys can continue being great in the future.

    ---Emilia
     

    Montu151

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    Montu151
    Montu151 Montu151
    Calling people ease or saying ez isnt against the rules as staff, beasty does it all the time. I can see why shouting out alts may come out as "Toxic", bur calling people easy is fine. You were a good helper. Im not just saying this to make you feel good, i mean it. I will miss you, good luck in call of duty or wherever you are going now
     

    Lmusic0505

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    Lmusic0505
    Lmusic0505 Lmusic0505
    Hi guys, Emilia here.

    (I've changed my name since I've sold this account, so before i start, here is the Name.mc link ---> https://namemc.com/profile/CinderStorm/287a6c, in case you guys are wondering.)

    As many of you can see, I have been demoted. The only purpose of this thread is to apologize and also express my appreciation to everything and everyone here.

    I've failed the expectation of my friends including most of the staff members. After the demotion, more than one person had came to me and expressed how shock they are and how unbelievable this is. I am sorry. I failed everyone's expectation, and i am not who they thought i'd be. I was mean, toxic and also not trust worthy. I do not expect forgiveness, but apology is still needed because I'm feeling extremely ashamed due to all the things i have done.

    During my last month of staff career I've been toxic to players. Calling people "ez", telling them don't speak and also making fun of people's age. (@Jahango ) I also reveal people's alts instead of controlling my own temper when they targeted on me. ( @ OutsideTheStorm ). The worst part is that i talk bad things about other staff members with players instead of stopping them. ( @Mackiee ). All the aforementioned behaviors are unacceptable, terrible and also horrendous.

    I'm sorry, i truly am. After i've lost my staff position, half of my friends and also my relationship on the same day, I finally realized what i have done. I'm sorry about everything I've done to harm others. I'm sorry for every innocent individuals I've harmed. I am not begging for forgiveness because i know there is no forgiveness. I hope at least after seeing this post, those who I've insulted and hurt before will feel a little bit better.

    You guys have been great friends and also extremely supportive and kind individuals. Thanks for everything you guys have done for me.

    @JewishBagel @Katitude @Introversions @Tactical_Fox48 @CHLNGE @JPrimavera
    These people, alone with many not mentioned others, are all fantastic and extremely friendly individuals. Special shout out to y'all and wish you guys can continue being great in the future.

    ---Emilia
    Your not coming back?
     

    Lmusic0505

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    Lmusic0505
    Lmusic0505 Lmusic0505
    You are amazing at Hell night and TMD. Yes, we all make mistakes but isnt that what we all do?
     

    StephenPeters

    Mythical
    xEmilia
    xEmilia xEmilia
    Calling people ease or saying ez isnt against the rules as staff, beasty does it all the time. I can see why shouting out alts may come out as "Toxic", bur calling people easy is fine. You were a good helper. Im not just saying this to make you feel good, i mean it. I will miss you, good luck in call of duty or wherever you are going now

    quoted from what I've said to a friend :

    U know its hard for the drug addicted to get rid of drugs right? Same thing with games. It makes us addicted and ignore what we used to care so much. It was painful for me to get rid of the game, but now i finally did.

    No more gaming. We missed too many things just staring at our laptop screen..
     

    Lmusic0505

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    Lmusic0505
    Lmusic0505 Lmusic0505
    quoted from what I've said to a friend :

    U know its hard for the drug addicted to get rid of drugs right? Same thing with games. It makes us addicted and ignore what we used to care so much. It was painful for me to get rid of the game, but now i finally did.

    No more gaming. We missed too many things just staring at our laptop screen..
    I'll miss teaming with you and LG_sniper on hn. :/
     

    SomeDumbCat

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    Em Ima miss you I couldn't say this via Skype just because I know your busy well..... you have always been a good friend to me .... I will miss you on TMD / HN but still hope we can talk everyday like usual... Hell when we talk we usually are not playing together I hope I can still cry on your shoulder and you cry on mine <3 I will always be with you- Love Cat

    RIP Emilia one of my favorite staff on TMD because she was fiery and would fight back I hope all staff can learn something from this, take out the bad memories of Em and replace it with good, goodbye Em RIP 2016-2017 Good staff through most and a good friend too all forever to come <3
     

    Filthypride_

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    Filthypride_
    Filthypride_ Filthypride_
    You're honestly quite amusing in this "Apology." Sorry to see you gone Emilia, disappointing to see you cause all of that. You could've been something great.
     
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