Soo pretty much you got mad at some hackers you then tryied hacking and you ended up getting banned.
I don't honestly blame you Ik I can get mad easily aswell but I tame that anger (frustration, hate, envy, ect.) and I keep that inside. You getting banned was something that wouldn't have happened if you didn't attempt to hack on of the best server's. What I would have done is go to a different server that not many people go to hack there if you get banned, it doesn't matter because you don't care about that one server. So I understand how you felt, trust me I've been there. Remember this qoute I just made,
"Don't let ignorance take control, strive for higher goals, and achievements."
Welp that's my little education for you! Next time think about the possible consequences that could play into action.